Tuesday 26 December 2006

Yangguo

Yangguo said, "If I am wrong, I would naturally repent. But he..." With a finger pointed at Zhao Zhijing, he continued, "He beat me, humiliated me, lied to me and hated me, how can I acknowledge him as my teacher? Heaven can see that my feelings for my Aunt are pure. I respect her and love her, is that wrong?" He spoke with fervour and conviction, unshakable in his stand. Guojing was less competent a speaker and could not win him in words. Although he knew that Yangguo's behaviour was reprehensible, he was unable to express it and could only stammer, "This... this... you are wrong..."

Huangrong stepped up slowly and gently said, "Guo-er, Uncle Guo is but concerned for you. You need to understand that." Yangguo was touched and appeased by her soft words, "Uncle Guo has always treated me well, I know that." His eyes reddened and was on the verge of tearing. Huangrong said, "He is only trying to give you good advice, do not mistake his intentions." Yangguo replied, "I just don't understand what I have done wrong." Huangrong's face became solemn and said, "Do you really not know or are you trying to play the fool?" Yangguo was filled with indignantion. "If you treat me well, I return the kindness, what more do you expect of me?" he thought biting his lip but did not reply. Huangrong said, "Fine, since you want me to say it out directly, I shall not beat around the bush. Since Miss Long is your teacher and your senior, you cannot fall in love with each other."

Unlike Xiaolongnü, Yangguo was not totally unaware of such a societal institution, but he was just not convinced. Why was it justifiable to prevent him from marrying Aunt just because she taught him the martial arts? Why did Uncle Guo refuse to believe that they were not having an illicit affair? At this point, his anger rose. He was already one who was strong-willed and afraid of nothing, such injustice only caused him to exclaim hotheadedly, "Have I done anything that hindered you? Have I harmed or hurt anyone of you? Aunt taught me martial arts, but I want to make her my wife. You can slay me a thousand times, ten thousand times and I would still want her as my wife."

Extracted from "The Return of the Condor Heroes"
Written by Louis Cha
Translated by rezipping